That's it. 37 hours. Perfect. Just water, two cups of coffee and Diet Coke. My mom came home early from work and ordered our dinner. I had dinner, damn it. One of my thinspos is Cielo Latini (famous Argentine writer who became a sort of celeb after writing her own book about Anorexia- kinda Wasted-like. She used to have 2-4 meals a week. I'm aiming fast all week if possible, 1 or 2 meals if that means make my mom happy). I think I already lost two or three pounds. My collarbones are pumping out (just a bit but I can notice them by looking myself at the mirror) and I fit in a pair of jeans I hadn't worn in 4 months!!!!
I have like 45 days to lose 15 kilos and reach 47 kilos (Cielo went from 62 to 47 and got tattooed 47 on her wrist) 'cause I have a reunion with my ex classmates friends. My major goal is losing these 15 kilos in less than a month. I know I can do it. When you fast, you can lose up to 1 kilo a day (I can tell 'cause I've done it before).
I won't punish myself for eating dinner tonight. I'll do my best to fool my parents and skip meals during the weekend. If I make it through these two days, I'll be good (I can fast from Mon to Sat 'cause I'm at college and mom thinks I have lunch there).
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