If I'm gonna do it, I'll go for all or nothing. My mom just left home (luckily she won't be back until 4 or 5 PM which gives me the chance to skip breakfast done, snacks and lunch. She knows I tend to not have dinner or just have fruit so she won't bother me). Got up and have tons of things to study (History is my karma. I hate that subject). So I'll take a shower and start! BUT FIRST... I've been considering the fact of smoking. Kate Moss smokes, Shenae Grimes smokes, Jessica Stroup used to smoke, Kristen Stewart smokes, Katherine Heigl was thin when she used to smoke, models smoke like crazy. I'll go to the store near home and get Marlboro Lights or Marlboro Blues. After a little research I did, those two seem to be the chosen by girls so I'm going for them.
Here's my master plan:
~ Fast all week if possible
~ Have 3l of water everyday
~ Two or three cans of Diet Coke are allowed
~ 90 min wo everyday
~ Up to two cigarettes if I feel like eating a cow
~ Coffee. Do I need to say more?
I really don't care if there's anyone reading this. I just need to open up and "say it out loud". It's like a commitment. Watch me dissapear! I'll post before/after pictures as soon as I hit 120 lbs. Then I'll keep you updates at 110 and 105 which is my major goal. When I hit 110, I looked emaciated so I guess 105 will be the max I'm aiming.
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